For 34 years, Traci Neal lived behind a carefully constructed mask, trying desperately to fit into a world that often felt alien to her. Now, the Black autistic poet from Columbia, South Carolina, is using her journey of self-discovery to inspire others through her powerful verses.
Growing up in a traditional Southern Black family, Neal learned early on about respect, gratitude, and proper conduct. Despite her best efforts to blend in - from wearing trendy clothes to mimicking popular social behaviors - she endured relentless bullying throughout her school years. At 13, she faced severe depression and contemplated suicide. During these dark times, poetry became her sanctuary, offering a safe space to express her raw emotions.
Her adult life brought its own set of challenges. Neal cycled through nearly 20 jobs in 15 years, primarily in the service industry. Workplace conflicts and communication difficulties often led to her resignation within two years of starting each position.
A turning point came in 2012 when Neal accepted an English teaching position in China. The experience proved transformative, as she found acceptance and respect in a culture that valued educators highly. However, the most profound change occurred in 2023 when, following a conversation with her mother, Neal received dual diagnoses of autism and ADHD at age 34.
"The diagnosis helped me understand myself better," Neal explains. "It gave me the courage to stop masking and embrace my authentic self."
Four years ago, Neal launched her poetry business, channeling her experiences into verses that resonate with others facing similar struggles. While writing presents its challenges, she views her poetry as divinely inspired and a means to serve society.
"My goal isn't about achieving success," Neal shares. "It's about impacting lives positively and giving people hope. That's what truly inspires others."
Despite facing intersectional challenges as a Black neurodivergent woman, Neal maintains her optimistic outlook. Through her poetry, she continues to build bridges of understanding while helping others find their voice and embrace their true selves.